I'm about to be off to the gym, but I thought I would take five minutes and post. It's been a week alright. Amazing how up and down life can be in the span of seven days. I feel more like a big fat whale today than I have in months! Bloody men. I can't believe I'm letting something external effect my happiness. Didn't I say I wouldn't do that anymore? Ugh. Two steps forward, one step back. So how to I get my balance back? How do I stop being so insecure? How do I get back to my goddess mentality? I'm looking for too much outside of myself. I've just been in survival mode for so long that now that I've finally slowed down to let it all just be, now that I've actually had to stop and look at myself and what is wrong with me, I feel as if I am falling apart. Maybe this is why I can't seem to lose any weight....
Just a thought for the day.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
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